im not emo, you ARE!

2012-02-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

Day 1 of 30.

Today is one of the day which will leave a mark on my life literally. 21/02/2012. Surgery at the morning and everything begins at 7am and end shortly at 9am. Discharged with painkillers and to await next appointment where i would be able to see what it looks like under all that dressing now. Local Anesthetic wore off halfway through the procedure and all the pain previously unfelt when the blade cuts through my flesh began to surge and gather like needles on my palm and wrist. The doctor told me "5 more minutes." That's all i need to hear. Next thing i know is i was looking at my wrapped up limb with traces of blood around the fingers despite all the cleaning and washing up before the wrap. I could have imagined the scene of my blood gushing out of my body through my wrist as the doctor asked for a sucker from the nurse to drain the blood away. A sudden burst of emotions and thoughts at that period of time which led me to mentally saying to God to take my hand as i was feeling all the pain. Right when my mental message leaves my mind, i could hear the beeping sound of the heart rate monitor going off flat for 2 seconds and that instance i opened my eyes and it went back to normal again.

Discharged and took my medication the moment i collected it and my parents came to pick me up. Fell asleep al0ng the way home very quickly probably due to the effects of the medication and painkillers and my body just feels weak. Had a 2 hours nap and it felt as though i have slept for a day. Pretty sure its due to the effects of the drugs administered to my body. And then which i spent the rest of the day pretty much just watching movies on my computer and surfing the net.

2011-08-10T01:17:00.001+08:00

I dun wanna go through all these again. Please let it be the last time.

5th

2011-05-12T02:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 5th monthsary! Really glad that we have been through so much things in this amount of time. わたしわ愛してる

2011-04-24T00:58:00.001+08:00

Never ever do this again

Day 4

2011-03-31T23:53:00.001+08:00

Today is the last night here in camp already. And also today we are doing the whitewater rafting and flying fox. Our team did the flying fox first and we did it twice. Also its the first time we get to flying fox over a river and it was pretty exciting as we won't get to try such thing in Singapore. And in the afternoon we finally did the whitewater rafting. Though it is pretty calm waters with only a few rapids, it's still a new experience for me. And after which it is cleaning up and then we have a BBQ and performance and camp fire. Our team won the best performance as we had the whole crowd active and up and jumping. It's pretty amazing sight actually. And now it's time to otot.

Day 3

2011-03-30T23:39:00.001+08:00

Today is day 3. Firstly morning we started off with a fairly long bus ride to another place where we explored a cave which was pretty and amazing. At points we have to even lie flat on the ground and crawl through a tunnel. And after that we proceeded to another nearby place where we get to sit in a 4x4 rally off road vehicle and go to the mountain tracks where we end up at the top of the mountain with a waterfall. And lunch facing the flowing stream and follow by a dip in the river. And after that we actually found out that the driver who drove us up the mountain is almost the same age as us and he is a racer for the rally competition and we actually sat in the fastest vehicle. And after that night time it's preparation for performance night. And now it's time to prepare for rest for the night.

Love my Winnie =)

Day 2

2011-03-29T22:20:00.001+08:00

Today is the second day of the camp. Morning wake up and have PT before breakfast and after that it's a game of treasure hunt where we have to find the materials to build a catapult to launch a balloon into a big pail. Though our group did not win, we enjoyed ourselves pretty much. And then it's lunch and then the much awaited paintball session. The game was great and it's the first time I hve ever played paintball in the field. Our team won the third place among all the teams and we enjoyed ourselves with little casualties in our team. And I did not get hit at all. And after that it's dinner and night games. The night games ain't really good cos it was raining and we have to walk in the rain. Everyone ended up all wet and soaky before we can have our supper. And now we are preparing for our performance on the last night. That's pretty much all for today. Tml gonna be another exciting day.

Love Winnie. Dun be disheartened by anything. I'll be there for you. Though not physically but mentally.

Day 1

2011-03-28T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day of the camp. So left off early in the morning and headed to school. Then it's long bus journeys to pahang and we set off at 7am only to reach at 6pm. Of cos there's lunch in between. And then the rest of the day it's Just dinner and then some mass games and now it's lights out time. Gonna look forward to paintball session tomorrow as it's the first time I'm playing it finally.

Missing my dear Winnie all this while and I hope you are doing fine. Love you most.

Day 1

2011-03-28T23:30:00.001+08:00

2011-03-28T02:51:00.001+08:00

Gonna leave Sg in 5 hours time without Winnie coming along. Well I guess this shall be a little test of how much we actually mean to one another and I believe absence makes the heart fonder. Just hope you'll take care of yourself while I'm away and be a good girl ok!

Well I'm gonna say this once right here

I love Winnie tay wei Ni pooh tay Tarik most. =D

2011-03-20T23:45:00.001+08:00

Trip in roughly 6 hours time from now. Left with 5 hours to shit bath and catch a nap. It's gonna be an exciting day.

Kite

2011-03-14T03:54:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone. It's been some time since I've been here. Well it's just that recently I have got a little more time on my hands so I've been doing stuff which I enjoy. Firstly is kite flying which is one of the hobbies I enjoys the most now. I always loved the way the kite flies in the sky and it just makes me feel like my worries and wishes are all carried away into the sky. Pop on with some led lights and it would be a perfect night scene. So sorry to Winnie that I always bring you to fly kite and it seems so boring to you yet you still bear with me and watch me fly my kites. Ok it's getting pretty late. Gonna turn in now. Good night.

2011-02-24T02:58:00.003+08:00

Im very sorry to my dearest girlfriend for not spending so much time with her this couple of week. firstly it started with the fever which came out of the blue, and then hospital, then caught up with projects and meetings. This is the two most busy and stressful week of TIP we ever had so far i would say. And then now we got our intensive programming camp in sch which means more separation time from my baobao. i'll make up for it once all these is over.

Good night everyone.

2011-02-13T04:01:00.001+08:00

Finally saw the post which Winnie posted. Haha. Whee kite flying on our 2nd month anniversary. And the wind was pretty awesome tonight. Ok gonna sleep. Good night world.

2011-02-12T00:01:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd month! Love you most!

2011-02-12T00:01:00.001+08:00

Happy 2nd month! Love you most!

2011-02-11T21:34:00.003+08:00

2.5 hours more to our 2nd Monthsary!

Hehe love you much!

Thank you for loving and doting me so much all these while. It's always a happy day whenever I'm with you. (Hope you feels the same way too!)

With much loves,
Your very very very very very pretty girlfriend who loves you very very very very much.
Xoxo.

2011-02-10T02:26:00.001+08:00

If this makes u happy, I'll do it everyday. ;)

2011-02-09T01:42:00.001+08:00

This 3 weeks is going to be so hectic as it would conclude my final sem of studies in Np and I have to do well this sem in order to pull up my grades. And in order to do well I would have to have good results produced. But everything is just not completed yet and it's all in a rush now. Oh man =(

What a tiring day

2011-02-07T02:09:00.001+08:00

Finally the long new year break has past and time seems to past so fast. Two weeks ago I was still wondering how long is it gonna take for me to reach new year and now it already past. So went back to the village and took a break from reality. That's where i can ride bikes, drive a sports car and release fireworks. But this year with a little change. Got someone with me this time and I let her experience this part of my life.

Well that's pretty much abt it. Tml would be back to work and submit reports once again. Happy cny.

2011-01-26T12:52:00.000+08:00

I love BaoBao, BaoBao love me.

Okay whateverrrr.

2011-01-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hello! I love you!

2010-12-27T17:43:00.002+08:00

today is a sleepy day. pretty much slept at home the whole day. well. in less den 24 hours i'll be in the plane on my way back to sg. sighs, plans today didnt really work out well. i means didnt really work out cos i was suppose to get some exercise but ended up lazing ard. well. gonna catch some steak later on. chows.

2010-12-25T01:58:00.001+08:00

when u told me where you were going, i instantly felt fear and worried for your safety. now im just glad that you are safe. please dun give me such heart attacks again. love you bao bao.

2010-12-06T02:00:00.001+08:00

where you go. i miss you so. seems like its been forever, since you been gone.

2010-12-04T22:33:00.001+08:00

tonight im feeling the purest of pain.

2010-12-04T02:21:00.002+08:00

First night without you around. It feels weird to hv no one to talk to actually. And it's only the first day. What about the days to come.

Missing you right now.

-alwin

2010-12-02T15:17:00.001+08:00

cause baby you're a firework

2010-12-02T01:18:00.002+08:00

i really wish i can say you are my girl.

i can feel that it is more than just friends.

i can just stare at you the whole night and not say a word.

i can do so much more just to see you smile.

and i definitely love the way you smile showing all your teeth. =D

and so much more, i cant even finish spelling it out.

-alwin

2010-12-01T01:35:00.001+08:00

know that a person loves you when you are able to see yourself in the eyes of the person.

2010-11-30T14:45:00.001+08:00

its always like this. when you found someone, there will be something which obstructs the both of you.

2010-11-30T02:58:00.001+08:00

i can just talk to you all night

2010-11-30T01:14:00.002+08:00

im a happy boy today. getting to have lunch and dinner with someone u love is just awesome. and not to mention spending the day with. well i guess tonight i will have a nice dream.

<3 alwin

2010-11-29T00:57:00.004+08:00

wassup my little lonely world. thou shall not rant today.

finally i found a purpose and aim in my little lifeless life now. something which i have been looking for all the time. someone whom i can give my time to and receive the same attention from. i shall let this person be the happiest person in the world as i know i would be as well. You are my motivation and goal.

alwin

2010-11-17T00:31:00.002+08:00

The week's been great. Packing and packing makes me tired. And no Internet tonight. Got to use my phone to blog.
Well tml is a big day. Got to move so many stuff.

And there's this certain NOS product which attracted my attention recently. Gonna ship it in soon. ^^

2010-11-08T15:02:00.000+08:00

ngee ann just became a bitch. blocking twitter from being accessed by school network. =(

2010-11-08T15:00:00.002+08:00

everyday im in sch doing the same thing. is it better than going out for attachment? ok one good thing is my timing is flexible meaning alot of self discipline is needed. but then what we learn is not exactly needed in our lives. i dun feel like an average student now cos i have not gone for any overseas trip nor attachment or interns. fml

2010-11-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

yet another day of solitude.

spent the day watching movies online at home. sometimes i wonder how it feels like to be holding someone you love beside you and enjoy a good movie.

i doubt it will be soon before im ready for another relationship.

2010-11-03T23:36:00.001+08:00

what do you do when your classmate pass away?

2010-10-29T23:02:00.003+08:00

scarefeast? only if you are a pussy.

alright, finally its friday, though things still seems the same. everyday doing the same thing, wake up, go office, see couples, have emo lunches, back to office, see couples, then go home. well at least today theres a great bunch of people whom i get to have dinner with; new crew. scarefeast by 52 was ok. good effort but need more experiences i would say. might be cos im a old bird in these haunted house and nightwalk stuff, sometimes it just doesnt give me the chills anymore. back home alone after that.

2010-10-28T11:51:00.001+08:00

office has just became a matchmaking agency

again it happens.

2010-10-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

can i say that im sick too and cannot come to school? im sick of all these excuses. once in a while is fine. but please, everyone is getting paid all the same but workload wise?

new space new life

2010-10-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

i guess this is the new space which i would be filling my feelings with. i felt that there is a need to release all my thoughts if not i will be mad one day. these posts are not meant to be for anyone out there to actually notice cos my blog is suppose to be dead and i sure do not wish to have it alive again. cos it will only cause more trouble in my already problem filled life. So please just leave my life and my little blog alone if u were to come across this page.

screw it

2010-10-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

My TIP life is screwed. My team mates are either happily attached or missing. I need their focus back on track but i know it is not possible. i foresee many lonely lunches ahead. Will i ever be normal again? It’s true, people change when they are in a relationship. There’s no doubt about it. What am i thriving so hard for? What is the purpose? What is the purpose in life if i were to do this everyday. There is no way anyone could understand my situation now. It is a heartbreaking sight that even typing this alone brings tears to my eyes. We need concentration.

2010-07-12T04:28:00.000+08:00

Well.. Anything could be an oracle to predict stuff. Momo picked hollands today which caused me to have a change of heart to buy draw instead of spain win. And who noes, holland might really win.

2010-07-05T00:46:00.001+08:00

My latest remix.

Move & Break the Animal!

Move & Break that Animal by Clubmomo

Available for download at:
http://soundcloud.com/clubmomo/move-break-that-animal

2010-05-13T11:42:00.001+08:00

"Girls are like apples. the best ones are at the top of the trees. the boys dont wan to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that arent as good but easy. so the apples at the top think there's smth wrong with them when in reality they're amazing. they just have to wait for the right boy to come along. the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top" - pete wentz

"And there will be some bastards who will just take the shortcut(shotgun) by chopping down the tree and getting the good apples" - Clubmomo

2010-03-02T00:56:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps..though no one would be looking

guess this week would be pretty interesting and busy for me..

first of all we have all the birthday celebrations IN THIS WEEK =.= why cant celebrate other weeks but must be this??

then i got to bring my car for servicing(already exceeded by 1000km le)

and other meet-ups,

and also the lepak camp and BIT camp..Heard we gonna do the camp for the GLs of the actual camp itself..so we shall see..

and im still jobless!! the sch hasnt called me at all since last week..hais..depleting income + never ending expenses..=(

Photoshoot!

2010-02-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

Had a little photoshoot quite some time back. For two of our cars..so here are the better shots..Images taken with a Olympus camera.

One of the better shots which have me and my sis in it.

Cars on their own..Notice the coincidence, the number plates are only different by 1 character.

Xiao Hong on her own.

Big Odie's profile!

The last time i got to pose with Xiao Hong.

Odie's blue LED is what i love the most.

And the final shot of both the stars. =)

Thats for all now. Shall see when we can get to do the next photoshoot. (Roxanne says she is available to do professional photography with her dslr for FREE, so anyone looking for photographer to take pictures for event jus let me know and i'll get you to her.)

Nights peeps..gonna rest soon, jus drove long journey back today. =)

2010-02-28T22:10:00.003+08:00

Good bye little red car

In memories of the most pimped ride in my house. This post will be done solely in red.

As your presence is missed..Lets jus recap the path you have walked or rolled..

When you just entered the family, And we bought you new shoes. I can still remember the day when i chose this set of rims for you. Specially ordered and collected after a week.

After which we got you new sexy body kits and I.C.E. (In Car Entertainment)

One night when i parked you beside a tree and the shadows casted over almost cause me to have a urge to do the exact decaling for you.

And you are always the centre of attention in the night, wherever you go. Comparable to a Ferrari (but not a lambo).

And the fateful night...

May you rest in peaces (pieces)...

Update: Mum said its beyond repair, so its gonna be scrapped. Not even gonna import another car head to join with it anymore.

As i end this post with a heavy heart..i would also like to welcome the new member to replace Xiao Hong..

and that would be another white Latio but i know it will never be able to replace Xiao Hong in my heart.

Good night readers..

2010-02-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

Its time for...

Pimp My Ride!

Latest updates to the ody..the GTR lights which i have always wanted to put on is finally done.. though it burnt a hole in my pocket(3 figure sum), i felt it was worth it cos i love it every moment i turn it on.

Yes it is this bright in real life and in photo..huiting was complaining that the photo is so glaring and request that i remove from my display pic in msn..

and now i found the poison to a man's pocket. Never put a man in an autoshop like autobac that sells many car parts..Its similar to putting a girl in a F21 shop having a sale..now i learnt my lesson i will try not to go there so often..=)

so nights ppl..though i think no one will see this(if u are seeing this jus leave a comment by the side>>)

2010-01-07T10:22:00.003+08:00

Many things has happened since the last post and its just too much to be stated down here.

Well so far intensive studying has paid off for at least two of my modules and i just hope that the remaining two papers would be as good. Law paper wasnt really up to my standard as i didnt do well in the last section.

Open house today and gonna have afternoon shift, bad morning to begin with a heavy traffic and the oncoming rain. Plus because of the open house, many carpark lots are closed just for the buses and kids to come in, thus i have to park all the way at canteen 4.

Ironically my thursdays are usually the shortest day of the week but this week its gonna be a long one. Just hope that open house would be good.

My stead for now, hate the number plate cos its white on purple in the front and YELLOW on purple behind. Thankfully its only a temporary number as im still waiting for the transfer of the new number. AND THIS NUMBER JUST DIDNT WANT US TO LOVE IT! Last night's 4D came out 8409, and my sis was practically jumping in disbelieve and anger cos she bought $2 worth of 4D.

ok, gonna listen for the remaining law lecture.

2009-11-30T02:04:00.001+08:00

"Trying to forget someone you love so much is like trying to remember someone you have never met."

2009-11-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

"Staying with someone you really love even if you know you two can't be together for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain... It feels good but you know it will soon make you sick."

2009-11-18T00:08:00.001+08:00

"how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."

2009-10-01T14:35:00.002+08:00

For norfi. Heres the picture which u cant see with your school com in msn.

Its not a AH BENG car..=.=

2009-09-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

Hello all. Been MIA for almost a month again. Well this post is gonna be jus a reminder for all the people out there. It may apply to you it may not. So read on if u feel like it.

Well I guess I just have to say this. Couldn't stand this anymore. As this is a sensitive issue, i would advice that readers read with discretion. So anyone who is reading this, it may be for you and it may not be.
I'm just pissed that people is treating me like some gold mine or big carrot and expecting me to be keeping tabs for you. If u dunno what's keeping tabs go google it. Personally myself I dun like to owe others money and would only borrow if I really have no other choice. This is understandable for everyone. But the thing is I'll try to return what I borrow or owe as soon as possible as I will have a sense of guilt if I dun return the person. I had enough of all the borrowing and "I'll return as soon as I got my next pay" excuse. Cos for all you know your next pay will be inside your playstation portable or exchanged for movie tickets. I dun wan others to be thinking that I'm some living bank that provide loans 24/7 anywhere you go and clearing your tabs at the bar or your next shopping trip. I'm NOT a credit card.
You may be thinking I have some rich ass parents who will pay for my everything and top up my bank account when it's empty. Well for your info, the money in my bank account all purely comes from my working salary accumulated over the years. And in fact my parents have not deposited a single cent into my account. So if you were to say "my bank account is empty" and all those bullshit, I would tell u to go get a job and stop being picky. Macdonald's pay are at least $3.50 an hour. I save my own money and is it my problem that you dun save for yourself.
Money is a sensitive thing that may ruin friendship which I do not wish to see happen. So if you are one of them who thinks it's ok to owe someone money as long the person is alive, take my advice as for all you know you may be dead in the eye of the person already.
So please put in your effort to not owe anyone anything as you have no idea how irritating it is to the person.
I dun wish to go to the extend of seeing cash before getting stuff for you and slashing my card on the money sucking machine.
It won't look good for me to be chasing you for money And definitely won't look good on you so I would let you take it on your conscience to decide.

Hello

2009-08-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings.. im back from mars..

been missing for more than a month cos of exams and studies and also my intensive 2 weeks driving lessons..managed to finish all my driving lessons in two weeks time and now awaiting my traffic police test..hopefully i get my license in the first shot..

exams just over and yesterday its swensens ice cream buffet after blaw paper and everyone kind of wasted money eating there except me..HAHA..i think i finished at least 15 balls of ice cream and 4 waffles and 2 cakes..=x..plus ben's fish and chip..i noe i noe..i pig..and then its off to hs house for mahjong..pretty lucky for me yesterday..thought i was losing money but end up the only winner in the table..=x..weilian full time feeder sio..but the speed ar..i swear if he was 3 seconds slower i might throw a tile at him..lol..ok dun sad..with more training and more tuition fees, u(weilian) will excel in the art of mahjong..and then off to the coffeeshop for dinner and off to home for me..

Today morning got a morning call from office and end up no need to go for work..so went back to sleep and mum woke me up to go to work with she and dad..so went to swensens for lunch again and jus spend the whole day with them..

i swear i need to exercise and im really gonna start very very very soon..after this remaining nachos left beside me now which was suppose to be a energy supplement during the exam period..and no more nachos for a month? or maybe 2 weeks..haha..

well gonna go watch some videos in youtube now..bye..

2009-07-18T01:08:00.002+08:00

hello ppl..today is a long day for me..woke up early in the morning 7am to prepare to go to bbdc for first driving lesson..it was pretty fun..theory abt car and then drove forward and back and in the circuit and learn to change to second gear..

after that head to sch for lessons and fitness friday..ultimate frisbee today..one of the frisbee had very sharp edges and its like a flying knife..so sink right into my thumb and one piece of skin jus came off like that..some blood and many plasters finally stop bleeding and well..end of ff..

so went to dinner with yiya as i wait for my night driving slot at 10pm..the last slot is like a scam la..same price but 30 minutes lesser time to drive..zzz..well practised the other direction turning and also changing to gear 3..well at least finished half of stage 1 within 1 day..quite satisfied..=)

so thats all for now..gonna sleep soon..tml working day..night..

2009-07-16T22:43:00.004+08:00

This is the first time i like to receive a green form.. Previously in sec sch the green forms are meant for u to fill up when u did something wrong in sch..but not anymore..

this green card is gonna let me drive legally on the roads in singapore with a qualified instructor beside me.. (highlight over if u cant see the small prints, if u cant then too bad. ;))

well..gonna read up on stage 1 lessons now..

2009-07-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

I got a feeling~ that tonight gonna be a good night. That tonights gonna be a good night.

Well indeed it's a good one. Tml gonna hv my first licensed driving lesson. Haha. I won't say it's my first driving lesson cos learnt outside illegally b4. Well. Morning class. 8am gotta be at bbdc. =) well I should say it's a good thing to cheer up my mood after all these happenings recently. Alright. Rest early tonight. Bye.

2009-07-09T11:51:00.004+08:00

now in bcomm2 class..kind of falling asleep..business writing test tml..
big laptop sent for repair yesterday so got to stick back to the small one..
passed bt evalution on tuesday after second attempt. First test failed by 1 mark..second test got full marks..btt next thursday..hopefully can pass den can start practical lessons le..

many things happening around me this few days..not really feeling good so sorry people if i were to stone while u are talking to me..

seems like your life is so much happier without my presence..maybe its time i leave...unless theres a good reason to stay..

2009-07-05T01:49:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings..

work as usual today and after work went to meet fp, sh, and steven for durians..someone told me to meet at 6 and i reached the place on time and the person actually reach at 7.30..well done..then we all went to keat hong to find durian and also dinner but there are no more durian left..so dinnered there and henry actually appeared out of nowhere (pretty amazing) and so he joined us to go on a durian hunt..and last resort we decided to try our luck at bangkit and so took the LRT there and true enough we found durian..and so bought 4 boxes and drinks and fries and we head to linjie's house..went there to ask him come out eat cos he said he was busy and we tot he was dotaing but actually theres a party at his place..so the 6 of us went to the roof of the multi storey carpark and enjoy the durian under the moon and STARS..ate till 11 plus den we all decided to leave and i decided to let fate decide..and true enough..theres fate..no cheating..

ok gonna turn in soon..tml going church and then badminton..nights all..

2009-07-03T22:28:00.005+08:00

new ink

well..its jus xiao beng in the making..cos jiahui say im a xiao beng cos my car is an ah beng car..=.=

2009-06-29T19:44:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings..school reopens today and dreadful mondays will be coming for me this remaining half of the sem..got to wake up and go for 8am classes, Understanding Animations..which is actually asking u to draw a few hundred pages of cartoon..=.=.. and class was pretty dry today, all the theory and stuff, teacher said only today will be theory, the rest of the days will be drawing..went for a break in the middle of the class and peiyi left her phone at the tray infront of the drink stall at canteen 3 and realise it only 2 hours after we were in the class..so anyone saw a nokia express music 5800 can kindly return it to her, she jus bought it not long ago..

and after class, went to KAP with py and francis to eat lunch as makan place was full..and after lunch back to school as i have the envoys PED training at 4pm..slacked at library alone for 1 and a half hour den jer called and ask me to join him and jh at level 3..

and after envoys training, went to mambo for pool with fp..thanks for coming anyway..initial plans of going halo bar was cancelled as the MCPs have to do their blaw projects and they are only starting to do it TONIGHT..jy..and so now got home to only find out that there is no food being cooked and my grandfather actually asked me to go home and eat =.= ...

so my nice mummy offered to cook her specialty fried rice and now she is calling me down to eat..and here is where i will end this post..

Relationship or No Relationship, Life Goes On..

2009-06-24T01:15:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings... im still in camp now...

first time camping at blk 50 in school so can say its kind of a new experience, well blk 50 lost its scaryness with so many ppl around the place...

first day is still pretty ok with acceptable food though many complaint, didnt really mingled much cos not really used to the style of the crowds, so jus stayed a low profile and do what i can do...

second day kind of improved, though the games are quite tiring and dirtier and stinkier, though i didnt really got really dirty..last game waterbomb game was a disaster when everyone went bonkers and throwing waterbags at one another..well i was the defender and was tied to the bloody newspaper rolls and so happens this SOAB threw a waterbag from a non throwing zone directly into my groin..worst is when i was armlocked with the other fellow protecting the newspaper..=.= and so it went numb for quite a while, but its fine now, no worries...

and so the performance night at green mall, which is an open space with not very good ventilation and lightings..somehow the excos planned a "club like scene" near the end for the campers to enjoy but it kind of failed cos of the low volume and limited space, and as expected, the black man in white came and everything had to stop..

and now its back to the bunks/classrooms and i guess i wont be able to get much sleep though..

alright bye all.

2009-06-15T02:23:00.004+08:00

Hello earthlings..

First of all, i would like to thank the people who came over today

thank you fp for planning (even though u smack a cake on my specs), thank you the rest for making it a wonderful evening namely xm, cheryl, wenjie, vernon, sebastian, and sheng hui..thank you all the people who wish me well wishes..

so spend the morning with my parents and deb in church following lunch at cdans..and then off to bbdc to register..they gave me a nice present too,

Basic theory, final theory and practical training hand books.

and after movie, went back home to wait for the gang to come over to the coffeeshop in front of my place..well the food is still as great as ever though waiting time doesnt seem to improve..but its ok, good food takes time to cook..

and after dinner its back to my cribs and the guys had bought some cakes so cake cutting with wishes and birthday splat

and also not forgeting my sis who sent a card over from aust (i would honestly prefer a pants =x lol) really nice of you.

and the rest of my family who somehow is busy coincidentally today so jus had to celebrate with friends..

And presents of the day, Mostly came from deb la..so many..and the rest are from the guys and Demierda..

ok thats abt all.. nights..

2009-06-10T00:30:00.003+08:00

exam week..not fun at all..well so many things but so little time.. 1 down 3 more to go..
dun think gonna blog much this week le..till then..

im sorry..u noe what la..i didnt mean to say it..

2009-06-09T00:04:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings..101st post now..

good luck for exam tml..first paper for BIT ppl..WDA..

and mac breakfast tml morning..

ok bye..

2009-05-31T21:51:00.003+08:00

2009-05-26T00:20:00.001+08:00

2009-05-22T11:24:00.002+08:00

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT THE COFFEE AT THE NEW SHOP IN ATRIUM SUCKS.

IS IT EVEN DRINKABLE?!

LOOK I JUST DRANK IT TO THIS AMOUNT AND IM NOT FEELING WELL ALREADY..=.=

AND THE HOTDOG BUN IS TOTALLY CMI!! HOTDOG HARD LIKE STONE AND NOT EVEN HOT.

AND QUOTING HWEESHENG, "THE MANGO SHAKE SUCKS..POWDER MORE DEN THE DRINK!"

SO MAIN POINT IS, DUN BOTHER EVEN TRYING OUT COS U ARE GONNA WASTE YOUR TIME AND MONEY. THE PERSON DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO SERVE, MAKE U WAIT 10 MINUTES JUST TO TAKE ONE ORDER..

I WANT BACK SAN PAOLO SHOP!! I WANT BACK THE SHEPHERD'S PIE!!

TAG IF U AGREE WITH ME!

ok..end of ranting..

2009-05-19T16:54:00.001+08:00

at helpdesk now..waiting for time to pass..den gym later..today's target : 3 Sets of 15kg and 2 Sets of 20kg for lower chest..

5pm coming soon..30 more minutes to 5.30..

2009-05-18T23:31:00.003+08:00

Hello Earthlings..back again after the trip to mars..

Dun u jus adore the RX7 with veilside fortune bodykit.

Well i do..haha..

Oh my, my dear wallet is shrinking and im on a financial crisis for this couple of weeks..got many birthdays to get presents for and also many expenses which includes dog's food and medicine. Well hopefully when i get my paycheck this coming weekend my wallet heart rate will return to normal..

ok bye..

2009-05-14T12:10:00.001+08:00

omg..i'm so lazy to blog..can someone help me?

2009-05-12T02:00:00.004+08:00

Back from malaysia trip and this will be the last time i can see the old kampung style house at my wai gong place as they are going to knock it down and rebuilt a new modernised house..The house definitely hold much memories for many people and it may be a sad thing especially for my grandfather as he moves the things out unwillingly..afterall he stayed there for almost all his life and moving out suddenly will definitely be a change..

and they will be moving to my 4th aunt's house as she lives alone now after her husband passed away leaving her a big house with a car and a bike..and the bike has nvr been touched when my uncle bought it jus 2 weeks before he passed away..so i help my aunt to take it for a refuel and pump up some air as its wheels were almost flat and then rode it for the whole day..when my aunt told me that its powerful, i had no idea how powerful is powerful so i took it to the highway and found out that its really powerful..the throttle is jus unmatch as compared to the other bikes..maybe cos its almost new and not much ridden yet..the mileages only hit 14000 km whereas my grandmother's bike already hit 70000 km.. first time hitting 100km/h with a bike and its awesome without a helmet..not forgeting to mention the danger too..

the Suzuki Step motorbike..it may be automatic transmission, but the pick up is way faster den average manual clutch transmission bikes..dun underestimate the 小绵羊。。

And this is the famous local delicacy which can only be found right at this place..The dried chilli fried with fried fish..Its a very special dish as the owner of the restaurant cooks with a special recipe which no one is able to immitate..no one has ever succeeded in copying the dish and making it as perfect as they do..

and i'm going to sleep now..tml have a 1 hour lecture for the whole day and thats all..good night.

2009-05-09T21:45:00.007+08:00

Alvin is currently in M'sia!! With no internet connection, whatsoever. So me being nice, is here to blog for him, since he requested for it :)
He left Sg this morning tgt with his parents, following them to meet some clients before having lunch at some restaurant. He lost a strand of black hair, as complained by him-.- Apparently his Mum thought it was a white one. Wahahaha! Hilarious.
Reached his destination then he rode a bike! As in motorcycle? Darns, so unfair can!! =x
Yeah, he'll be back tmr & this should be about it. I dont know what to add on alr, Hahaa!
Alvin you owe me one, I HELPED YOU BLOG! Longer then your normal posts somemore-.-
GoodNight readers of this blog :D

-Edited- by the rightful owner!
I _ _ _ e you. It's up to your imagination to think what it is. ;)

2009-05-08T23:41:00.001+08:00

It may be fast. But it is real.

2009-05-08T00:49:00.001+08:00

Hello all. Posting with my phone now cos someone say I nvr blog. Haha. So here I am.

Gymed today. Arms hurts alot. And tml is a short day ^^

2009-05-06T02:09:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry if i scared anyone, had no intentions to..its jus me u noe..and i think u deserve to know more about me and thats why i'm telling u that..so yea sorry..

2009-05-06T00:19:00.005+08:00

Long day today..lectures, tutorials..

went to skate in the evening, arrives at 7 den DJ come at 8.20..lol..while waiting, actually saw a group of tai ji people practicing den remembered the stuff i learn in the past..got so engross that i actually sat there and watch them and move my hands according to what was going on..lol..might go back to doing tai ji some day..later in the night, deborah came and

THANK YOU very much for helping me to get the sweets from bugis..thats very sweet of u to jus come over specially to pass me the sweet..cos jiahui let me try it in class during blaw tutorials..and i got addicted to it..thank you ar..

and she went home to get her skates and come out again..LOL..(told u to bring out your skates already)..and after skating den mac den home sweet home..

my leg is in great pain now..probably from doing too much salem (slalom) and T-braking..it actually have a little lump on the side la..swell up liao..

ok bye..

2009-05-05T01:23:00.002+08:00

Now i'm just too stunned for words. Things really happen fast and many things happen without you knowing. It definitely came as a BIG surprise to me as i didnt expect it to be true..Can say its my prediction..

2009-04-30T20:37:00.004+08:00

hello earthlings... well somebody wants me to blog when i'm away, so here i am again...

U wan me to blog, u TAG in my tagboard..lol..if not i feel like i'm talking to a wall..If u read, u TAG in my tagboard too.

First day:

Didnt do much on the first day cos suffering from jet lag and leg cramp and my bad stomach..So took a 7 and a half hour flight.. Had a nice view of the sunrise on the plane and manage to take some photos there..

Next on, checked in the hotel and took a long nap till evening time..I realise australia has many indian cuisine shops..they are practically all over the place..every corner u go to, u'll see signs like "Asian Indian Cuisine", "Indian Curry House" etc etc..first meal and we got scammed by the FI..it cost like $70+ ausd to eat one small fish, one small chicken, one prata, one naan, and one small fried rice.. den later in the night went to walk ard the city and found out there are many other cheaper indian stores..and best of all..PIZZASSSSSSSS..Pizza is the life and sex and whatever u call it..and its cheap..

and before the end of first day, mum wanted to keep her toothpaste in her room so she actually prepared my toothpaste in the toilet..really cute way and i actually smiled when i see it..

and thats end of day 1..

Day 2:

Met my sis early in the morning and rented a car..checked out and started the journey for the day..spent most of the time in the car and went to the strawberry farm to pick strawberries and also a mountain to see the sunset..

and after sunset its off to my sis house where we unload our stuff and then set off to the shopping mall nearby for dinner and a little grocery shopping and back home again..

so that would be all for now..

2009-04-28T21:45:00.001+08:00

Wad a great time to fall sick.. Stomach feeling unwell and had to see doc before my flight..if there is a chance to change your stomach in future, i would gladly go do it. So i'll be on medication for my trip..how great..

now waiting to board the plane at 11pm..so can chill for awhile..

2009-04-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

NIGEL IS OFFICIALLY NOT IN TT02 ^^

BUT

HE IS IN SAME IS CLASS AS WEILIAN.

GG TO THE CLASS..

updates on recent happenings, BAOC is finally over..rejoice for one last week of holiday..and this week will be a week with high expenses..only the second day of the week and i have spent more den half of my entire week's allowance..thankfully i'm getting a pay check for one of the freelance project based job i got..^^

watched two movies this week, would say that both are pretty good. First is the Sniper. I would highly recommend weilian to watch this show as it involves his favourite CS theme, AWP. and second show i watch is the Shinjuku incident. This show is indeed a twist to the regular jackie chan movie, a movie which jackie himself dont recommend kids to watch, and so now left down to one last show which i have not yet watch and thats The Fast and The Furious 4.

and last update would be i'll most probably fly to aust on 29th april, which coincidentally is chris's birthday. initially i had no intentions of going cos dun wanna miss lessons, but after persuasion from my mum as she say its ok to miss a few days of lesson to go, so i jus take it as it is. Can treat it as a time to have a real holiday, a break from everything.

and so thats all for now.

2009-03-31T20:19:00.002+08:00

Its an irony that i am going to work so that i have money to buy a new car, but the working time is during my car training time which means i cannot go for my trainings. So what do i work for?

anyway, my sis is complaining that i dun update my blog, so here i am typing some rubbish to make my post count increase by 1.

so the latest happening stuff..

1st is the preparation for BAOC 2009..It has practically took the whole of my holiday jus going to the meetings and stuff..And i'm the PROP MASTER..a good way to get out from doing the dances la..which make a person so tiring, i would rather spend my time on building houses..so most props are done more or less, nids a little touch up..we got the most imba prop u can ever find in the whole BAOC..Thanks to the props team consisting of mostly ladies..amazing that we are able to finish most of the props in such a short time..so pictures will be up in the next post after i take pictures of it.

2nd latest is the selection of classes.. For Year 2 Sem 1, i will be officially in TT02..hopefully nigel doesnt see this..sry guys of tt02 if he sees this..HS will undergo another sem of truma if nigel sees this.. And for IS, i chosen the Serious Fun with Egame, and also Understanding Animations..Its not really what i wanted, but i'm left with no choice..Cos on the selection day, my slot was at 2pm, and then at 1pm that day, i went to bukit timah plaza with jer and jiahui to buy bamboo poles for the props..and when we got back it was 3pm already..gg..when i log in, nothing left..den wait for at night the 10pm selection slot to choose..and then happens so that peiyi also misses her earlier timing, (HAHAHA), then we chosed the same modules and class for both durations so that at least we noe someone in the class not so boring..

and 3rd latest thing is, i jus ate dinner.

ok nothing much le..

u told me, i waited, and now its time to decide once and for all.

2009-03-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

if i had the letters "HRT",
i can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". but i'd
rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U"...

2009-03-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, i present to you, the Asus Eee PC.

This post is meant more for my sister to see.

Comes in a professional box

With a leather pouch

And designer edition of the Eee PC.

with a startup time of less then 15 seconds..

able to run left4dead faster then sharon's com..

and weighing just 0.98kg including battery and adapter..

what could be better?

2009-02-28T19:26:00.002+08:00

GOD LOVES ME AS MUCH AS MY PARENTS DO.

Today went sim lim sq with my parents to get a laptop for one of my dad's client's daughter. And so we found the Acer Aspire One pc which seems like a good deal and the daughter happens to like it too. So we bought the computer.

And it has always been my intention to get a Asus eee mini pc so that can bring to school easily rather than the 15 inch fujitsu laptop. And my mum said if she were to strike 4D that night she would straight away bring me to buy one the next day. And so we were going home and my dad said in the car that if he were to strike 1st, 2nd or 3rd prize, he would buy me one. And so i told GOD silently to let them strike 4D tonight.

And GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS!!!!

Strike 4D also not so zhun ar..but in this case the 4D zhun la..
so dad strike second prize which he and his friends share to buy one number, u noe like those special numbers which u get in some scenerio that happen which everyone would put in some money to buy together to make a windfall together that kind. And we calculated that he would get around 1k, just enough to buy the laptop ^^

ok..and i declare VACATION!!

bye..i go cook dinner le..making some special dishes tonight to celebrate..=)

2009-02-18T16:07:00.000+08:00

Was going through a forum and saw this signature..

swear i laugh my ass off..

2009-02-10T11:36:00.001+08:00

"When i was young, i thought unicorns were real" - Puvirasan.

ROFL!!

2009-01-26T01:42:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY peeps..

today spend my whole day preparing for new year..decorate the house and stuff..and when the clock strikes 12, the usual fireworks ritual was done too..didnt get a photo though..more to come this tuesday as i celebrate in malaysia at my wai po house..

Gonna sleep..this is a super short post..

I WANNA WATCH THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON!!

2009-01-23T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps..

Today i have came up with a new theorem.

aL's Theorem 1: Girls = Ugly when have BF = True.

Second theorem is: Unless BF = ALVIN.

so in psuedo code (all BIT students should know how to do psuedo code) form it will be:

IF
(when Have BF = False);
MessageBox.Show ("Pretty");

ELSE
MessageBox.Show ("Ugly");

lol..and also jerrold and i came up with a set of codings which will be applied for mobile phone contacts..it goes like this:

using System;
using System.Collections.Generic;
using System.ComponentModel;
using System.Data;
using System.Drawing;
using System.Text;
using System.Windows.Forms;

namespace ContactsApplication
{
public partial class Form1 : Form
{
public Form1()
{
InitializeComponent();
}
contact.ToString
private void button1_Click(object sender, EventArgs e)
Try
{
IF
Contact.Text = GIRL;
{
IF (Contact.Text = Not Attached);
Contact.Visible = true;

ELSE
Contact.Visible = false;
}
ELSE
Contact.Text = " ";
}
CATCH
Contact.Text = MELANIE;
MessageBox.Show ( ERROR!);
}
}

End of coding.

2009-01-23T01:06:00.007+08:00

Hello ladies and gentlemen. Thank you for landing in this site.

guess what..

i FAILED my POA Re-Test. isnt that great!! i got 48/100. =.=.. and everyone who took the retest failed too.

and today theres also my Japanese 101 letter writing test and MCQ test.
And i jolly well rmbed that theres a test only the night before..
GG..
Thankfully i manage to get through the letter writing..
was amazed by myself cos i manage to complete like 90% of the whole letter..
the other 10% attributes to the mistakes in the letters.
And also we took a class photo today, as it was the last day we all will ever see one another in class again.
which also means i can go home early on thursdays from now on..
whee..no intentions to take 102 next sem due to a few reasons..
My core modules are not doing very well and i think i hv to concentrate..
and considering that next sem there are more "xiong" modules such as BLAW (Business LAW)..
and also my most important "module", the GM (General Motoring) module..
i name it myself..cos it would be able to refer to a wider range of vehicles..wahahaha..

And guess what.. i'll be eating
3 Reunion Dinner

for new year this year.

cool or what..Its not my family is separated and shattered into pieces that i hv to have to many dinners.
Its jus that one will be where all my Grandparents' Children and kids will gather tgt which is tml, the second one where its jus my own family of 4 plus my grandparents and cousins.. and the final one in malaysia where my mum's parents live in..
So be prepared to face many Yu Shengs..

and lastly, i would like to pray for everyone to finish their projects on time. i notice some of my friends have not even started on their projects when their deadline is gonna be up soon. and also i would like to pray for Nigel that he may be able to cope with his studies (i'll nid some of that too) and also do his PBA project.

And that will be the end of this post.

i'll feel weird if i dun post pictures in my posts.

This is what MacroEconomics could do to you.

love ya always..you know who you are.

2009-01-21T14:24:00.003+08:00

Was playing with the scripts on msn plus. And this scripts happens to randomly send a Your Mum joke to the other person. And here are some which i spammed to jia hui's msn.
there may be some duplicates..the last one damm imba..have a good laugh..

a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so ugly she needs two bags to cover her face.
a L アルビン says:
Your momma has eleven fingers and fifteen toes, and still can't count to twenty-six.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so stupid she thought that a parental control was an abortion
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so fat, the astronauts keep believing there is a dimple on the Earth.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom was 35 when Jesus was born!
a L アルビン says:
Your mom's so gay, no he's just gay.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so stupid she thought that MySpace was a sexual position.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom would be horribly upset if she knew that you are wasting your life talking about her.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom's breath smells so bad she the reason people grow old and die.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so stupid she thought that a parental control was an abortion
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so stupid she thought that MySpace was a sexual position.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom went to prom with Merv the Perv.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom's so gay, no he's just gay.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom shot a man in Reno, just to watch him die.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom's so ugly that when she stands on the beach the tide wont come in.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so fat, when she goes to the zoo the elephants throw peanuts at her!
a L アルビン says:
Your Mom was good last night and I left her money under the pillow.
a L アルビン says:
Your momma has eleven fingers and fifteen toes, and still can't count to twenty-six.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so stupid she drove on the driveway and parked on the parkway.
a L アルビン says:
Your Mom thought you were an exceptionally large crap.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom's so ugly that when she stands on the beach the tide wont come in.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so fat, the astronauts keep believing there is a dimple on the Earth.
a L アルビン says:
Your mom is so fat, that your dad rolled over three times and he was still on top of her.

2009-01-20T11:07:00.003+08:00

Hey all.. have been spending my time to do dss units 3-6..every night chiong one unit..and on sunday, me my sis and my cousin spend our day decorating our house on the outside..somehow it looks like some traditional prostitution centre and so we decided to put some more new year related items which includes a lion head (those used for lion dance)..in the night time there will be lights shining from the lion's eyes..coolio right..

And yesterday as i was going home, i found this pigeon look alike bird squatting at the side of the drain. It looks as though it wanted to commit suicide by jumping in the drain. And through a closer look, i notice it had a red tail. Tell me which pigeon have bright red coloured tail.. soooooo its not a pigeon!!.. Its actually an african grey parrot(according to my cousin) and so me and my cousin captured it as it looks very weak and brought it home to treat it. Its actually quite tame as compared to other birds so we expect that its not a wild bird and instead a kept one.

Its actually not really afraid of human like other birds..even if you stand close to it, it doesnt really make much movements.

And since we just found it, i gave the parrot the name "Batman" cos of the colour. And amazingly, the parrot respond to the name..it even eats from our hands.

Now we are gonna teach it to talk as it is one of the more intelligent parrots in the market and learning to talk would be a piece of cake as compared to other species such as macaws..and one of these african grey parrot could cost up to $800~$900SGD..

Last picture of the day, a stall in maxwell market..guess the owner is a fan of brad pitt..

bye all..gonna study maec now..have test later..

2009-01-12T23:47:00.003+08:00

Season of mugging.

For those who havent realise, i'm actually starting to focus on my studies already. been trying to listen during lessons and doing tutorials these couple of days. hopefully i can last till the final exams. aiming for a gpa more than 3 this sem. cui ahhh..In the past.

last week was kind of wasted as i would say it. Spent 3 days on the open house and didnt really get anything useful out of it. Only got to see felicia chin again on the last day of the open house and this time no close contact though.

Random pic. Taken at Fullerton hotel on 31st dec 2008. wedding dinner.

alright..night all..

2009-01-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

end of the little nyonya today..kind of predictable how the ending would be like...so not much of a surprise for the endings..and if u seen the video for the one and only autograph session for the little nyonya..the whole shopping was packed from outside to inside..crazy stuff..
and school finally started today though first day of school already have dss lessons where the teacher bugs us to hand in tutorial or else we will lose 20% of the marks..and so got to chiong unit 3, 4, 5 this week..

i doubt u will be seeing this but still i will say it..i know it may be sudden, but everything was the sincere truth from the bottom of my heart..i'm not expecting any returns..all i hope for is an answer..

2009-01-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

i just realise i have place myself in a most extreme situation on the first day of the year. Its either all or nothing.

2008-12-26T00:13:00.003+08:00

Christmas is officially over. amazingly how fast christmas comes and go. i can still remember my last christmas i went out with fp to go find someone. and then now christmas is already over. well..hopefully next christmas comes as fast as this..cos by then, i may be driving to church for christmas eve masses already =))

so this year, spend my christmas with my family and we went shopping..Practically only my mum and my sister shopped..my mum bought like 11 pieces of clothings if i'm not wrong..as though its the last time she will ever get to shop..and i went ard with my cousins finding things to do. We actually played the machine which u have to catch the stuff toys with the claw thingy..i caught a monkey with the second try.. and then later went to the arcades and we actually spend $10 on the machine which u put a coin inside and the machine will push alot of coins to the edges where it will look like it is dropping but its not. so we practically threw money into the machine..well, at least we get the tickets even though only like 5 coins drop out. so my youngest cousin exchanged the tickets for a bubble bottle and went ard the shopping centre blowing bubbles.. and then in the night went to my aunt's house for a little party.. We had this chocolate fondue machine and all the kids crowded ard it for free flow chocolate..its quite nice actually and i had quite an amount of frozen strawberries with chocolate..And after awhile, the kids got bored with the machine and its time for the adults to try the chocolate machine.

gonna go on a diet already.

and thats how i spent my christmas for 2008..

oh ya..and theres a extremely cute video of my youngest cousin where he demostrated his SUPER TUMMY which could break through metal and walls.. will upload that in the next post. So till then.

night everyone. tml will be the ShowDown of the King of Gamblers at Hwee Sheng's Gambling Den..WaHaHaHaA..